I am Sad and Confused

I wonder, why we lose loved ones

I see that there’s a reason for everything

I want to believe that everything’s gonna be alright

I am sad, and I want to move forward

I pretend that I’m doing fine, but

I feel a deep pain inside

I hold on to and look at the memories

I often worry about my mother

I cry because I, I’ve lost my sister, Yet

I am an overcomer

I understand that God’s got a plan for my life

I say that I’ve gotta keep fighting every day

I dream, of being with her again

I search for the light in the situation, and

I hope to carry on her legacy,

For, I am here for a reason